What to do..
Friday, December 03, 2010
I dont get it. I just dont get it. Everything i do first, i'll spare thought for you. Whatever things i do, i'll inform you. I always put you in front of everything, in front of everyone, including myself. After all i done for you, this is what i get in return. So much for being a nice gf. Because i dont make you feel insecure anymore, you're doing this to me. Because i'm a OL now, i have to sleep early and have no life, you're doing this to me. Everyone around you said i'm a nice gf, you said you know. But you dony know how to appreciate me. I'm thinking am i too nice for you and you never learnt your lesson. Should you lose me then you will know how to appreciate someone who is always there for you, and this is how you treat her. I know you're not the worst guy out there, but being together with me for so long, you should understand me well enough. Have you tried to really understand me, or i must tell you everything for you to know, then you forget about it and i have to tell you again? I feel like i'm your personal assistance instead. I dont know what should to do now or how should i be. My heart is dead. I close my door to everyone. I'm a loner, a lifeless soul. If my heart is still working, if you can make my heart work again, then i'm yours. But it's gonna be harder this time.
